Conversation after a stroke
May 31, 97 | 10:19 pm
"so, what do the doctors say."
"i had a s-s-s-s-"
"a stroke"
"yeah. d-d-d-don't ffff-f-finch my sentences ffff-f-f-for me."
"i'm sorry."
"you didn't have to c-c-come, you know. we d-d-did break up."
"i wanted to come."
"maybe you ought to leave. you're absolved. n--n-n-no guilt."
"i'm not leaving you like this."
"the thing of it is, arthur, is i d-d-don't want to get used to h-h-having you around. i start to lean on you, i f-f-f-fall in love with you again, and then we have a fight and bail out and i'm crushed l-l-l-like an, an an orange."
"i think you mean bug. crushed like a bug."
"w-w-whatever."